Dressed In Poetry.

I feel like I can sleep at night now.
I think I've said that a couple of times but I really really mean it now. I can now see that everyone is okay; even Patty. :') When I'm sitting there, crying at a picture of a dog smiling, that kinda means something, no? haha.
I feel like I can look forward to what's heading my way in the future. Especially when I know I'm going to be seeing you at the airport, seeing my darling Patty, seeing real smiles on my parents faces, seeing my very close friends that I love way too much, seeing avenged sevenfold, and seeing that park I've been dying to go to in weeks.
There are a lot more things I'm excited for, but there'd be lots to type, and I don't have much time.
How do I have internet? My aunt lent us mobile internet. So um, I've got internet at my grammas. ;D I only have an hour each night, but an hour is all I need if it means I'll be able to message you more frequently.

I hope you're smiling, because I most definately am, ever since this morning. It's your fault you know. Aren't things always your fault? >;D
Don't be so paranoid, and be as open-minded as you like; To be honest, that's all I really want. I never got the whole truth, only pieces of it, and things don't work too well like that. Well, from my experience it hasn't. :\
But you're smart, I'm sure you've got things pretty worked out, prolly even more than me. I can be an airhead sometimes. >: D

It's 11:02 right now, and I wanna keep writing til 11:11, I wanna hear some wishes in those comments. :?

Not so sure what to write though..
Well, for the past few days, while I've been at my grandma's, I've been looking through old conversations, and I went through this one folder, and it was ridiculous when I read it. It left me sitting there thinking "what's the point of writing letters?" I kinda just stopped believing in them.
Ironically, you mailed me something, and I kinda thought about it. I hope you know you got me to believe in letters again, because they damn well worked on me.
Gosh. I don't even remember where I put that stupid thing. I kinda wanna go find it and read what I wrote. It's prolly stupidly bonkers. tutut.

Oh, so it's 11:11 now. What would you wish for?
I've got some things in my head, but I'm a predictable person. But you mentioned earlier that I can be a tad confusing some times. Hmm. Take a guess anyway?

Wow, I ramble too much on my blogs. I'm gonna stop cause I'm abusing my hours use of internet to type this. I try to write even the randomest things, as long as I give you something to read, it's good, right?
I can't beat you at blogging, cause you always know what to say. I get my words tangled up. >: D

Well, I'll talk to you soon, hopefully.
I hope soon is close by in your world.
It is in mine. : )

Night.
-Giz. ;D