Eu Não Sei, Mas Eu Acho Que Ele Não Gosta De Mim.

FML of the Blog:

Today, I was watching a horror movie with my girlfriend. Suddenly, the killer jumped on screen. My girlfriend screamed. I peed myself. FML

^^lol fail.

I don't really blog much anymore, do I?

Semester 2 is going to start as of tomorrow, and I hope it'll be an even better semester. Although I'm going to have the subjects that actually MAKE me do work, it might be good for me cause I'm gonna need to get organized if I wanna be a psychiatrist (or therapist?) aha.
I've got homeroom with my seat buddy again which is pretty G cause we're most likely gonna sit beside eachother again cause of our last names. =]
I also have last period with my brah, Nips. Which is even more G cause it's in DOUCETS class. xD

I kind of feel like there are people who are reading these blogs that aren't supposed to. Catching my drift yet? lol Dun need to anyway. kthnxbye.

I'm feeling confident about getting a guitar for my 15th birthday. I hope I do. I don't want no fancy gizmos, cause I'm not asking for a new ipod; I like my red one -- broken screen and all. It'd be great to have an electric guitar; I'd finally truely start feeling like I'll get somewhere with music.
Now that I have my future planned, all I gotta do is work on it, I guess.

Holy shit. I've been. listening to. Wake the Dead. all fucking. day. And now. it has. a 55. play count. (insert another period here). I wanna see them in concert again xD
Ahah which reminds me, the SKSK concert is in 10 days. (nbd) Hope it really isn't their last showw. That'd suck ass. If I had what they had, I wouldn't stop playing for anything.

Aha you know what I noticed? xD
Ever since I've been to Joes, I haven't really written in my actual journal. And it's sad cause there are only about 6 pages left but I never bother to finish it. It's prolly also cause I've been blogging.

I'mma stop blogging for now.. x3

CHIMO. ;D
(playcount..; 63.)

btw, Last post of January, 2010. nbd.

When I Grow Up, I Want My Pants To Talk Just Like His.

FML of the Blog:

Today, my headphones were broken, so I fixed them with super glue. Without thinking, I stuck them in my ear and listened to some music. When it came time to take them out, I couldn't. FML

I find that fml hilarious cause I break my headphones all the time and if it weren't for HMV and their $7 headphones, I would end up like the dipshit who superglued their ear. xD

SO ANYWAY.
what the fuck.
I haven't blogged in a WHILEEEELELLEE.
So basically, today, I went to school, I did my exam, (EASY PEESEYYYY. :3)ANDANDAND I got home at around 11 and actually cleaned my whole fucking room.
NO JK.
Sign of the apocalypse. IK. stfu. go home.

Kayso I know lots of pedos (LOL Lauren. :3) but I might add; William is one cool pedo. LOL

LOL OH MAN. I was skimming through fml's and thought I'd share this one too. It's an "I'M SO SAWRRY AYE FERGOT TEW MAKE DEE UHH BLOGS IN SO LONG" gift. =]

Today, my boyfriend and I were having a make-out session in the backseat of his car, when we heard a voice coming from his pants. Who did he pocket dial? My house. At midnight, when I was supposed to be home. FML

DUNNO WHAT TO SAYY.

Umm. That boy is a stupid twat for..




having his pants talk.

I'm jealous. D=

Sergey Heard Something Cumming.

FML of the Blog:

Today, I got a call from the girl I'd really like to date to meet up for drinks. Excited, I walked out my front door, slipped on a patch of ice, and dislocated my shoulder. She won't go out on a date with me now because I "ditched her". FML

I haven't written in a while..
Tomorrow starts one of the stressful weeks in high school.
I dun wanna do exams. >.>

Anyway. I'm planning on changing my layout. If anyone cares..

Paranormal State. Is the. Best show. Ever. Period.
Ryan is too cool man. I want one. :3
I've been watching PS nonstop. I'm on season 3 already (lolnolife) I LIKE DEE UHHH ONES WITH DEMONS. *Cause I am six.* ;D

I woke up really late today. (1:30) Which is weird cause I only went to bed at 2. (lol)

OH MAGOD. THEY CAN HEARS FOOTSTEPZ. D=
I should stop watching this. But you know it's a very fun orgi fest. ;D

Suicide Club.

FML of the Blog:

Today, I agreed to meet my ex-girlfriend at our favorite restaurant with my hopes high. She just wanted me to meet her new boyfriend. FML

Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress. Stress.

Nuff sed.

Is Anybody Out There? Hello Alone.

FML of the Blog:

Today, I fell asleep after finishing my exam. I had a dream I was falling and woke up smashing my face on the desk. Everyone laughed. FML

Aha that fml was for the exams coming up.
GAHH. I hate school.
Valente can't teach for shit. She gives us an assload of work and says "Here be your homework. Do it." And its like, a book as tall as me.
Not jking. And she totally fked up my friends presentation today. I can't wait til I'm done SNC1D1 this year. I hate that teacher. I want a different teacher who can spell "rabbit" right.

I have too much work atm. Apparently exams are now 20% and ISU's are 10%. wtf.
I'm done with french shit. It's just review then exam. I think my ISU was done for. I didn't try hard enough. Snc ISU should be fine cause I'm working with a partner and we're gonna own that stage on friday. LOL. I think I actually bombed english ISU too.
I hope I do well for my John Coltrane bio. I'm actually gonna try.

Well I should stfu and get working, no?

Konkon.

I Won't See You Tonight.

FML of the Blog:

Today, I saw Avatar in iMax 3D. Towards the end of the movie I jump, yelled, and spilled my drink all over the people in front of me because I thought a burning piece of ash landed on my leg. FML

Today represents good things; not so good things.
It represents life and death.

I wanna say have a very happy birthday Edward, you deserve it.

Although, 3 years ago, today, struck sadness all over the friends and family of one of my good friends. May your mum rest in peace bub. ily lots.

Also, today, another good friend of mine lost her companion. The one little mammal that kept her happy when she was down. I hope Bazz rests in peace. i love you both.

This blog is a bit depressing kind of like this day, so that's all I'll write for tonight.


Chimo. <3

Mate. Feed. Kill. Repeat.

FML of the Blog:

Today, my uncle died. It was also my grandpa's 85th birthday. His reaction to the death? "Best birthday gift ever!" FML

My parents are gone. 10 days of total freedom.
Sometimes I feel like freedom doesn't mean what it means.
I don't know yeh know? Freedom to me is doing whatever you want whenever you want. To my mom, freedom is whatever she lets me do. (and she claims she gives me ALOT of freedom) Well now that they're gone, I'm with my grandparents which means antifreedom x2 for 10 days. Which kinda sucks cause I'm missing the btbam concert.

One more week until exams. I'm trying not to make a big deal out of it. It's just an unusually large test worth alot. This means I actually have to study for this test LOL. It's gonna suck to stop going to the classes I have this semester. (well 'cept french) I hate that bitch. ;D
Boffo has such dry sarcasm and it's kinda funny how the whole class is always like "omg you're SOOOO funny madam. ;D" LOL we're just bullshitting. nbd.

My sister showed me this band yesterday and they're like 16 right now. She told me they started in like 2005 so that means they had a band when they were 10.
I wish I was like them. That's all I want. IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK??

You know what else I wish? That wishes were real.
Yup. Mmhm. If you could just say something and it would happen, that would be like, the best thing ever. But no rlly, I don't bother wishing. I could say "I wish blah blah blah" just for the hell of it, but absolutely most likely, it won't come true.

My blogs are so stupid. =]
I feel bad for the like, 3 people who read these xD (haha Sam and Susie)

Well. I'm off to do something other than blog cause I'm running out of words in my dictionary.

CHIMO.

Shattered By Broken Dreams.

FML of the Blog:

Today, I was doing a shit load of sit-ups on my mattress. After realizing the bed was squeaking, I heard my dad laughing very hard from the basement. He thought I was masturbating. FML

Have you ever looked at something and knew right away that you wanted it but you will never ever get it?

I have.

It's funny how the craziest emotions are released once you speak in the world of the unreachable. Would there be a change of happiness in the person if the unreachable was reachable?
As ridiculous as it may sound, that's what runs through peoples heads sometimes; if you're peering through my perspective. I can never wait to get home to enter a world I'd much rather live in. A place where there's a guaranteed smile. A place where smiles are "in"; The most imporant thing around. And when I'm not in that little world, I still daze about it, and dream about it.
I believe that if you dream hard enough, eventually, the unreachable WILL approch you with a warm hug, a sweet comment, and a soft smile.

Make it count.

Thick & Thin.

FML of the Day:

Today, I found out my boyfriends' mother has invented a new kind of cake and named it after me: not because it's delicious, but because of the amount of fat in it. FML

"High School is the time of your life"
"High School is something that you'll never for get."
..High school. Could be fucking STUPID.

When people put people who attend highschools into categories, there are the preps, nerds, the skaters, the goths.. yeah. kay you get it.
I think of high school as two simple categories: The really cool chill people, and the people who are most likely to become a footballer's wife or a porn star. It's the thick versus thin. The simple versus the unsophisticated.
I choose to befriend and love the simple side; no problems, just laughs.
Honestly? Why waste your time scarring yourself with painful, dramatic, pointless memories when you can just have fun with your time?
Okay, so I understand a friend of mine has made a silly "immature" comment and it triggered a slight overreation. But I think this "overreaction" is turning into immaturity as well. Couldn't she just ignore it? I mean, my fellow friend DID apologize, and it was a pretty damn good apology at that..
Whatever. If she doesn't accept it, its not our problem anymore. We did what had to be done. Things should be back to normal after she decides not to be a fking BITCHHH.

What's with people and drama?
NOONE likes it, so why does ANYONE start it?
srsly. Just gtfo and smoke a joint. Honestly.

I'll be off now..
Chimo.

An Epic Time Of Wasted.

FML of the Day:

Today, my boyfriend informed me that sharing a bed with me was like sleeping with a seizing cat. FML

I hate teachers.
They think they can get away with everything. They seem like ignorant, souless sons of bitches.
My french teacher likes to torment me or something. I do my work, like 99% of the time (unless I forgot about it or something) and shes always picks at me in front of the whole class and broadcasting that I didn't have my homework done.
Today was a different story though that just drew the line. I handed in the assignment and it had one or two blanks cause my paragraphs didn't have that information in it. EVERYONE did that. but no. She picks on me.
It's lunch time, and the whole class is gone. I hand in the work and she looks at it and says "why is this blank???" and I had already told her before hand that I couldn't fill it in. She made up some bull crap about being creative and say shit about yourself. So I did that.
So then I hand in the assignment with my paragraphs stapled to it, and she reads the first sentence and ONE FKING SPELLING MISTAKE. She gives it to me, and tells me to hand it in tomorrow.
OH. OKAY. So how's hearing this: I agree to hand it in the next day. I was like kwhatever. So I'm putting my stuff together and she goes up to me, gives me the attendance and says "the least you can do is take this down. I've been so nice to you; Helping you out and all"
WHAT. THE. FUCK.
Like actually. Did she get hit by a fridge when she was born?

Usually, when I'm mad, I'm chill about it until I'm alone and have a breather. But for this, I actually showed how annoyed I was and accidently pushed the chair in too hard before I left and she just looked at me..

And smiled.

Is she serious? Like, it wasn't even a friendly smile. It was like Satan. I'm so glad this semester is almost over. Next year, if i get her again for french, I'm completely changing subjects. I refuse to have her as a teacher.

On the brightside, my mark isn't gonna go down in english cause I finally figured out what to write for my ISU exam. Science is coolio too. We finished the whole course and all that's left is the culminating activity and the exam. NUU. I'm sad about leaving music and english though. D=
Well w.e. I hope second sem. goes well. It better. Concidering I have the shittiest subjects known to man.
kthnxbye.

CHIMO.

I Love Your Face.

FML of the Day:

Today, I made a fake MySpace so that I could flirt with my Boyfriend and see what he would do. He ended up dumping me for the fake MySpace girl. FML

kayso.
I want to write this so the boy can read it.
EDWARD VAN. CAN PLAY GEETAR.

kthnxbye. =]

LEEDULL.

Dead Dancing.

FML of the Day:

Today, I come home to find my nephew holding pieces of my new $3,500 Sony Video Camera. He told me he threw it out the window because it was a portal for aliens. FML

OH MAN. xD
That fml kills me. Something I'd do, no? ;D

I didn't really go to school today. Hurray for sick days! >.>
I've had 2 people ask me to do their homework.. WOWW. Well I did one persons cause they REALLY REALLY needed it and she's a good friend so yeah. :3
That was prolly the highlight of my day: Doing someones work in an hour while I've been procrastinating on mine for about 5 days now. 8D

I know it's way to early to say this, but Valentines day is almost here. T_T
I didn't get a Valentines day present last year (which is stupid cause I had a boyfriend of 2 months at that time) Oh man. I'd LOVE a boypren right about now. Or even better, get one ON Valentines day. That'd be the pro-est thing ever.

Meh. Fuck that shit.
Boys can be REALLLL stupid.
I know the type. ;D

What sucks cold hard beef curtains is that I was supposed to MEET someone today. (if you know what I mean. ;D)
It'd be coolio if I did today. I guess I'll wait til thursday or something. Can't do wednesday. CAUSEEEESESESE I'm buying dee uhhh concert tix. :3

Holy Johnny Christ.
I've listened to ONE song ALL day. And it doesn't get old. You know why? Cause it's A7X. That's how cool they are.
I was with my bro Zacky V the other day and we just hit Albany NY. LOL ily Susie. Hmm. I wonder if Susie would get mad if I spelled her name Suzy. >=D


Suzy Suzy Suzy Suzy..


I like pressing enter keys.

Is There No Standard Anymore?

FML of the Day:

Today, I found out that a water pipe at my work had burst over the weekend. There is absolutely no water in the building, including the bathrooms. It's a 9 hour day, and I took a laxative this morning before I came in. FML

Dude srsly. I needa stop procrastinating.
Kat taught me how to download songs a safe way and so that's all I've been doing. I have Culminating Activities for ALL classes atm and haven't really started any which eats shit cause they're all worth 10%. Oh fucksies.
Well, Music shouldn't be hard at all. I'm almost done french. Science I have a partner to do it with and we already know what we're doing. I'm just shitting bricks for English cause I have to do an essay on a question of my choice. Sucks to be me cause I can't read that book for JACK. It's SOOO BORING.

For science my partner D-Bizzle and I are gonna make an (educated) rap about static. electricity. >=D
Ohsocool, Ik. LOL

My layout doesn't look as great as I wanted it to man. I needa fill that empty shit up. It's cramping my style. xD

I'm pretty much talking to myself.. No one else reads these but Zacky Vengeance. LMFAO I know where you live, Susie.

kBYE.

Sloppy Beef Curtains > Fake People.

FML of the Day;

Today, I had a blind date. When I arrived at our meeting place, I spotted my date, because he was the only one in the bar wearing a nametag. I walked up to him and asked, "Are you John?" He responded, "That depends. Are you Jen?" When I said yes he said, "Then no," and left. FML

omg Wayy too many tour dates in the next couple of months.
FKING SILVERSTEIN, is doing a 4 day show, 15 bucks each. Playing ALL derr songs. T_T
I really wanted to go to BTBAM, but BP doesn't wanna go which totally sucks cause I kinda go wherever she goes. xD I'mma get my gadunkadunk kicked cause Marisa gave me the money already. I hope she likes SKSK.. aha cause we're going to that instead.

There's also ARTTM (saw them already thoughh) Mayday Parade, We The Kings, and Stereo Skyline (saw them too) but I might not go to that one just cause of the really annoying people that are most likely going to be there. (yes, I smell preps.)

..You know what else I smell?.. Sloppy Beef curtains. That's just cause I got moar a7x songs. >=D
I was on wikipedia today and they finally put Jimmy as a former member. I got so sad. && wtf is death by natural cause?

I'll tell you another thing..
This kid is so bad at lying. LOL

King Shane Rose says: what are you doing? @Cawrluh_ says: lol blogging. and you? King Shane Rose says: still? LOL. i'm chillin out with my friend @Cawrluh_ says: at this time? wtf King Shane Rose says: yes. playing rockband again LOL. @Cawrluh_ says: wow. xD King Shane Rose says: i'm singing. i'm failing LOL. @Cawrluh_ says: you don't know how unbelievable i'm finding this right? why would you be typing on msn if you're playing rockband King Shane Rose says: because i know this song by heart and my friend is the guitar @Cawrluh_ says: don't you have to hold the mic? King Shane Rose says: yes @Cawrluh_ says: lol k whatever. xD i don't get you. unless you're some super human that can majorly multitask. King Shane Rose says: WTF LOL.
i can do that LOL. @Cawrluh_ says: aha King Shane Rose says: most people don't get me LOL. @Cawrluh_ says: i can see why. King Shane Rose says: LOL. wow @Cawrluh_ says: mmhm

I don't understand why people lie about who they are, what they do, and what they want or try to be. It's so stupid. Like I always say, just be your fucking self. It's what you're best at. Trust me, I know what it's like to change yourself just to be liked by another person.
I went into total prep mode for 3 quarters of grade eight just so that my boyfriend would continue liking me. He made fun of me cause he thought I was, *mind my language* "emo". You know what, I totally regret changing myself just for his liking. Now that I'm back to the person I used to be and will continue to be now, and the one that he didn't particularly like, he's "into them" now.
Wtf is wrong with the world.
Can't we all just be simple, straight forward human beings? No rules to follow, yet no complications in the way?
Another example would be the people who barely notice how fake they are. This girl I know is absolutely different around me and a couple of friends of mine. She'd be all like BITCH. GET ME A FKING SODA. But when around other friends, particularly guys, she is the fakest sonnofa battleship you'll EVER meet. The way she laughs, talks and even BREATHES.

I don't understand people sometimes. You gotta lay loose and just fucking CHILL. Eat a Happy Meal or something!

Kayso I think this blog is getting too long. LOL Not my fault it's like 2 in the morning. Aha I just have one thing left to say.

BILLY'S THUMB IS THE NEW BLACK.

CHEERS. <3

Waking The Fallen.

Kayso I was thrown out a window, landed in the middle of the street, ran over by a mail truck, 3 bikes, and a taxi by Susie fking Ryuu just so I can make a blog.
I'm prolly gonna fail at writing once in a while. But yuh dunno! >;D
T'was Billy's birthday and had a good time with my friends that contain ridiculous porno names. My vendredi et samedi was tres epique. I must say, headshotting people in mw2 was really the icing on the cupcake for starting a new year.
I iz bored.

Prolly about time for me to gtfo&&stfu and start editing my prof.
Chimo, btchs. >;3