It's A Shame.

Obviously I don't have a lot of knowledge when it comes to you. Wouldn't hurt to know some. Can you blame me for not knowing though? We never talk. On occasion we do, but we never really talk.
It'd be nice to get serious sometimes and we have a couple of times, but that was about the sad passing of a drummer, a sad passing of a bassist. But why is it always that?

My question is, why is it just a word? More words have more value than others you know. Mine had such an effect, yet I intended them with no value. They were words I obviously didn't mean. But why is it when I use such a valuable word, and mean it a HELL of a lot, (mean it more than the number of times I say it; which is very often) it has absolutely no meaning to you. It seems, well.. worthless.

It's not worthless and I mean what I say, when I say that I mean it.
Isn't that the more important part bub? Why is the sad end of the story always the most important? Good things have value too. THAT'S how I make my life run as smoothly as I can make it. You've gotta make the brighter side more important; no matter how much light is shining on it.

It's understandable that your life isn't as easy as you had planned it; nobody has it that easy. Ever. But we gotta make the best of it, and clearly I didn't help.
I broke that chain of yours, and doing that has stolen the pieces to my chain that had already been broken today.

Yes. Sorry is just a word. But it has much more value than you think. Especially when your hopelessly on your knees, with tears in your eyes, saying nothing but that word because your speechless by the effect of your stupid, idiodic, mindless actions. When it's a sorry like that, you should really take it into account. The fact that I had little knowledge about you is something you have to take into account.

I can take a good guess that you think I'm a mindless asshole who doesn't care about many things, and I swear you agreed when I said that, but that's okay, it really is. I could take any shot right now to make up for the damage I've done to you.
Besides, this all just means we don't know eachother, and that we're gonna spend a lot of time getting to do so. And honestly, I'm looking forward to it, cause your interesting bub. And for the record, I do enjoy listening. I learn more yeh know?

Just hope you get where I'm kind of coming from.
Just really sorry.
And I mean it.