Jun 25, 2010
Jun 23, 2010
It Takes Two Points To Draw A Line.
There I am at the top of the room again.
I'm glad at least 1 or 2 people look up.
But this is all at a point where I wanna deal.
I can't help being myself, doesn't anyone? If being myself means having to be in the middle of things 24/7 and actually give a shit, then yeah, I'm up for that.
Everyone else makes it seem so challenging. What part don't you get?
Just when you think you're so happy with what's going on, you get a huge slap in the face out of no where. It'd be nice if God explained to me why I deserved this one. Is it because I was getting too undecisive, I needed to wake up and smell the fucking coffee? Well, I learned that the hard way, kthnx, and it wasn't easy. Thankfully I partially fixed that, for I would have been an even worse wreck than I already am.
Just when you think you're so happy with what's going on, you get a huge earful from the two you'd least expect it from, and really think you have their word, but quite frankly, you don't. I also learned that the hard way by hardcore justice seeking.
Just when you think you're so happy with what's going on, you're at a point where you're running in circles unrelentlessly playing fucking duck duck goose and not knowing who the fuck the goose should be.
I can't help being myself, and that's a fact. 'Myself' likes making decisions her own way, and if I have to change that, I'm not really being myself now, am I.
Luckily I haven't reached that point.
Oh, and what's a deal?
Drop
Everything
And
Leave.
Goodnight.
I'm glad at least 1 or 2 people look up.
But this is all at a point where I wanna deal.
I can't help being myself, doesn't anyone? If being myself means having to be in the middle of things 24/7 and actually give a shit, then yeah, I'm up for that.
Everyone else makes it seem so challenging. What part don't you get?
Just when you think you're so happy with what's going on, you get a huge slap in the face out of no where. It'd be nice if God explained to me why I deserved this one. Is it because I was getting too undecisive, I needed to wake up and smell the fucking coffee? Well, I learned that the hard way, kthnx, and it wasn't easy. Thankfully I partially fixed that, for I would have been an even worse wreck than I already am.
Just when you think you're so happy with what's going on, you get a huge earful from the two you'd least expect it from, and really think you have their word, but quite frankly, you don't. I also learned that the hard way by hardcore justice seeking.
Just when you think you're so happy with what's going on, you're at a point where you're running in circles unrelentlessly playing fucking duck duck goose and not knowing who the fuck the goose should be.
I can't help being myself, and that's a fact. 'Myself' likes making decisions her own way, and if I have to change that, I'm not really being myself now, am I.
Luckily I haven't reached that point.
Oh, and what's a deal?
Drop
Everything
And
Leave.
Goodnight.
Jun 21, 2010
The Town's Been Talking.
Honestly, I really don't feel like blogging right now.
But people want blogs, so I decided to make this site usefull and write at least a fb note on it.
[Relationship Status] - yuh dunno.
[Parents still together] - yep.
[Siblings] - one .
[pets] - Pattttttttttty.
FAVORITES
[Color] - Green & Yellow
[Number] - 23
[Animal] - Lions
[Book] - Honestly, FFA was a really really great book. Don't see why people didn't like it.
[Flower] - Fake ones; They last longer.
DO YOU
[Have tattoos?] - Nahh
[Cheat on tests?] - haha. hahhahaha.
[Like roller coasters?] - Never tried.
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] - I'm good, thnx.
[Like cleaning?] - Only when I'm upset. hahaha so lame. xD
[Own a cell phone?] - yess.
CURRENT
[Current hair] - you know how I do.
[currently playing] - idunno.
[Last movie you saw] - Seed of Chucky.
[Last thing you ate] - sammich
[Believe there is life on other planets?] - Yeahhboi.
[Hate yourself?] - Strong word, my friend.
[Collect anything?] - Music.
[Like your handwriting?] - It's alright. Kinda weird looking.
LOVE…
[First crush] - oh god.
[you believe in love at first sight?] - everything takes time.
[you believe in "the one?"] - what is this "one"?
ARE YOU
[Sarcastic] - when I want to be.
[shy] - hahaha depends who you are.
[Talkative] - is that even a question?
WOULD YOU RATHER…
[Pierce your nose or belly button?] - I wouldn't look good with a nose piercing.
[Be serious or funny?] - Who says I can't be both?
ARE YOU…
[Simple or complicated?] - Complicated out of your wildest dreams.
ABOUT YOU..
[What time is it]- 1:52 am.
[Name] - Carla-Sofia. tutut.
WHAT DO YOU WANT…
[Where do you want to live] - I'm good here. kthnx.
[How many kids do you want] - dunno.
[What kind of job do you want] - It's not a job..
[Do you want to get married] - Yeehh.
UNIQUE..
[Are you double jointed] - nopee.
[Can you raise one eyebrow] - yes.
[Can you cross your eyes] - yeah.
[Do you make your bed daily] - sometimes. once again, if I'm depressed, I'll start cleaning. xD
CLOTHES, ETC…
[Which shoe goes on first] - Whichever shoe I grab first.
[How Much money do you carry in your wallet]- 0. (Y)
IN THE PAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU…
[Bought something] - nahb.
[Gotten sick] - nah.
[Sang] - there's never a day where I don't sing.
[Felt stupid] - yeah.
[Missed someone] - don't remind me.
[Gotten drunk] - nope.
[Gotten high] - nope.
[Danced crazy] - haha not today.
[Watched cartoons] - sadly, no.
[Lied to someone] - yeah.
IN THE LAST FEW DAYS WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT…
[Slept in your bed] - I think Adri, while I was at school. She needed my alarm clock. tutut
[Saw you cry] - I don't enjoy crying in front of people. xD I haven't cried in the past few days though which is good.
[Saw a movie with you] - Katya.
HAVE YOU EVER…
[Been to California] - nope.
[Been to Europe] - yeahh.
[Wished you were the opposite sex] - sometimes, actually.
HONESTLY…
1. [Honestly, what color is your underwear?] - .^
2. [Honestly, whats on your mind right now?] - did you srsly have to ask that question?
3. [Honestly, what are you doing right now?] - video calling. nbd. >;D
4. [Honestly, do you think you are attractive?] - I'm not UGLY, but I believe there are people much better looking than me.
5. [Honestly, have you done something bad Today?] - idunno.
6. [Honestly, do you watch disney channel?] - -sw
7. [Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?] - I'm jealous of everybody for many different things, but then again, I'm good with what I've got.
8. [Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?] - I'd love to say my friends, but sometimes they're the reason why I'm bummed.
9. [Honestly, do you bite your nails?] - not so much anymore.
10.[Honestly, what is your mood right now?] - tired.
11.[Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment?] - reality, yeh?
12.[Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?] - I wanna be a rockstar. >;]
13.[Honestly, do you hate someone right now?] - nopeee.
15.[Honestly, do you like someone?]- what's it to you?
16.[Honestly, does anyone like you?] - yuh dunno. >;3
A - AVAILABLE : mmmmmmmmmmhm
B - BEST FRIENDS : I've got them.
C- Cute: wut?
D - DADS NAME : Carlos. ;D
E - LAST PERSON OF OPPOSITE SEX YOU TALKED TO: Jesse. >:D
F - FAVORITE BAND/ARTIST: BAND: Avenged Sevenfold, nukkahhh.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS : beaaaaaaars
H - HOMETOWN : Toronto.
I - INSTRUMENT : Piano, Guitar, Alto Sax.
K - KIDS : Oh. I got lots. Check my facebook.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 15 hours
M - MILK FLAVOR : twss
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : 1
O - ONE THING YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF : That a lot of people respect me.
Q - FAVORITE QUOTE : I've got one but I'm too lazy to type it right now.
R - REASON TO SMILE : You know.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: And All Things Will End - A7X
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP : 10am
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME:
W - WORST HABITS : SAYING SORRY.
****Everyone has their firsts…****
First real best friend: Madeline.
First Cellphone: grade 8
First pet: Fishiesss
First piercing/tattoo: Ears
First flight: Prolly Portugal.
****Everyone has their lasts…****
Last person you hugged: Adri
Last time you cried : I don't remember..
Last thing you touched: oh baby. ;D
Last time at the mall: I forgot ROFL .
Last person you saw: Jesse. He's banging on my fence. LOL
Last thing you drank: MANGO JOOSE.
Last time you have been truly happy: This week is fine.
But people want blogs, so I decided to make this site usefull and write at least a fb note on it.
[Relationship Status] - yuh dunno.
[Parents still together] - yep.
[Siblings] - one .
[pets] - Pattttttttttty.
FAVORITES
[Color] - Green & Yellow
[Number] - 23
[Animal] - Lions
[Book] - Honestly, FFA was a really really great book. Don't see why people didn't like it.
[Flower] - Fake ones; They last longer.
DO YOU
[Have tattoos?] - Nahh
[Cheat on tests?] - haha. hahhahaha.
[Like roller coasters?] - Never tried.
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] - I'm good, thnx.
[Like cleaning?] - Only when I'm upset. hahaha so lame. xD
[Own a cell phone?] - yess.
CURRENT
[Current hair] - you know how I do.
[currently playing] - idunno.
[Last movie you saw] - Seed of Chucky.
[Last thing you ate] - sammich
[Believe there is life on other planets?] - Yeahhboi.
[Hate yourself?] - Strong word, my friend.
[Collect anything?] - Music.
[Like your handwriting?] - It's alright. Kinda weird looking.
LOVE…
[First crush] - oh god.
[you believe in love at first sight?] - everything takes time.
[you believe in "the one?"] - what is this "one"?
ARE YOU
[Sarcastic] - when I want to be.
[shy] - hahaha depends who you are.
[Talkative] - is that even a question?
WOULD YOU RATHER…
[Pierce your nose or belly button?] - I wouldn't look good with a nose piercing.
[Be serious or funny?] - Who says I can't be both?
ARE YOU…
[Simple or complicated?] - Complicated out of your wildest dreams.
ABOUT YOU..
[What time is it]- 1:52 am.
[Name] - Carla-Sofia. tutut.
WHAT DO YOU WANT…
[Where do you want to live] - I'm good here. kthnx.
[How many kids do you want] - dunno.
[What kind of job do you want] - It's not a job..
[Do you want to get married] - Yeehh.
UNIQUE..
[Are you double jointed] - nopee.
[Can you raise one eyebrow] - yes.
[Can you cross your eyes] - yeah.
[Do you make your bed daily] - sometimes. once again, if I'm depressed, I'll start cleaning. xD
CLOTHES, ETC…
[Which shoe goes on first] - Whichever shoe I grab first.
[How Much money do you carry in your wallet]- 0. (Y)
IN THE PAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU…
[Bought something] - nahb.
[Gotten sick] - nah.
[Sang] - there's never a day where I don't sing.
[Felt stupid] - yeah.
[Missed someone] - don't remind me.
[Gotten drunk] - nope.
[Gotten high] - nope.
[Danced crazy] - haha not today.
[Watched cartoons] - sadly, no.
[Lied to someone] - yeah.
IN THE LAST FEW DAYS WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT…
[Slept in your bed] - I think Adri, while I was at school. She needed my alarm clock. tutut
[Saw you cry] - I don't enjoy crying in front of people. xD I haven't cried in the past few days though which is good.
[Saw a movie with you] - Katya.
HAVE YOU EVER…
[Been to California] - nope.
[Been to Europe] - yeahh.
[Wished you were the opposite sex] - sometimes, actually.
HONESTLY…
1. [Honestly, what color is your underwear?] - .^
2. [Honestly, whats on your mind right now?] - did you srsly have to ask that question?
3. [Honestly, what are you doing right now?] - video calling. nbd. >;D
4. [Honestly, do you think you are attractive?] - I'm not UGLY, but I believe there are people much better looking than me.
5. [Honestly, have you done something bad Today?] - idunno.
6. [Honestly, do you watch disney channel?] - -sw
7. [Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?] - I'm jealous of everybody for many different things, but then again, I'm good with what I've got.
8. [Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?] - I'd love to say my friends, but sometimes they're the reason why I'm bummed.
9. [Honestly, do you bite your nails?] - not so much anymore.
10.[Honestly, what is your mood right now?] - tired.
11.[Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment?] - reality, yeh?
12.[Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?] - I wanna be a rockstar. >;]
13.[Honestly, do you hate someone right now?] - nopeee.
15.[Honestly, do you like someone?]- what's it to you?
16.[Honestly, does anyone like you?] - yuh dunno. >;3
A - AVAILABLE : mmmmmmmmmmhm
B - BEST FRIENDS : I've got them.
C- Cute: wut?
D - DADS NAME : Carlos. ;D
E - LAST PERSON OF OPPOSITE SEX YOU TALKED TO: Jesse. >:D
F - FAVORITE BAND/ARTIST: BAND: Avenged Sevenfold, nukkahhh.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS : beaaaaaaars
H - HOMETOWN : Toronto.
I - INSTRUMENT : Piano, Guitar, Alto Sax.
K - KIDS : Oh. I got lots. Check my facebook.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 15 hours
M - MILK FLAVOR : twss
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : 1
O - ONE THING YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF : That a lot of people respect me.
Q - FAVORITE QUOTE : I've got one but I'm too lazy to type it right now.
R - REASON TO SMILE : You know.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: And All Things Will End - A7X
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP : 10am
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME:
W - WORST HABITS : SAYING SORRY.
****Everyone has their firsts…****
First real best friend: Madeline.
First Cellphone: grade 8
First pet: Fishiesss
First piercing/tattoo: Ears
First flight: Prolly Portugal.
****Everyone has their lasts…****
Last person you hugged: Adri
Last time you cried : I don't remember..
Last thing you touched: oh baby. ;D
Last time at the mall: I forgot ROFL .
Last person you saw: Jesse. He's banging on my fence. LOL
Last thing you drank: MANGO JOOSE.
Last time you have been truly happy: This week is fine.
Thnx Fr Th Mmrs.
These are sjcs quotes, 2010.
There aren't any from 2009 though, sadly.
We're gonna start doing this every year.
It's fun. xD
These are all Melanie's though, so some are from her famz.
Enjoy reading?
Some are ridiculously wtf-worthy.
March 5, Siobhan:
"OH YOU WERE RIGHT!" ".. you realize your talking to yourself" "...... RUN" :)
March 6, Vanna:
"Demi Lavoto has a HUGE mouth.. i wanna see her in an eating contest" -know what else big mouths are for ;)
March 7, Vanna:
"its not my fault my friend hit me in the boobs with a basketball 10 times"
March 8, Vanna&Sarah:
"DREAD LOCKS ON YOUR BOOBS!"
March 9, Mel:
"CUBA. CAN'T WAIT. ..Be jealous :3"
March 10, Kelsea&Vanna&Sarah
"Sir, I'm not gonna be here the rest of the week" "Where you going?" "Cuba" "Why, so you can learn more hairstyles" -LOL
March 11, Mel's Bro:
"Are you guys talking about if we die?" "yeah.." "aww you love us!" "No, I just dont wanna live with Auntie" -AHAHAHA
March 19, Mel:
"Back from cuba! My week summed up:
Day 1: Get attacked by cow.
Day 2: Get sun burnt already -.-
Day 3: Rained =(
Day 4: Got hit in the face with a paddle..
Day 5: Fell off a boat..
Day 6: Realized the shells we had were alive..
Day 7: Leaving =(
BUT ON THE BRIGHT SIDE:
Day 1: First time in cuba :)
Day 2: Was on the beach and the water was perfect! :)
Day 3: Went to the cityy :)
Day 4: First time in a canoe
Day 5: Rode a horse along the beach :)
Day 6: RELAXATION
Day 7: Home sweet home? :)"
March 20, Mel's Sister:
*trying to find waldo* "I FOUND HIM" "where?" "THERE!" "thats not him" "Yes, yes it is! THATS HIM IN DISGUISE" - ily. xD
March 21, Craig:
*watching 1000 ways to die* "So the lesson is if your a bitch your gonna die a horrible death?" "..maybe we should make Sarah a nicer person.." -oh shit. BEEF. LOL
March 22, Siobhan:
"AND I DECIDED ON A BLOW DRY" *hair blowing in slow motion*
March 23, Mel's Mom:
"why didnt you eat your lunch!?" ".. MY SANDWICH EXPLODED! SEE LOOK AT IT!"
March 24 Carlapants:
"TRY AND BE HAPPIER WITH YOUR MOUTH OPENED. >:C"
March 25, Mel's Bro:
"You just hacked yourself, do you feel accomplished?" "yes, yes i do"
March 26, Junalene&Christina:
"OH NON!" -french class, we couldnt say it without laughing. xD
March 27, Mel's Tia:
"Give your brother this bag of mini eggs for me" -..yeah like hes gonna get it >=)
March 29 Junalene&Christina
*paper cut* ".. what are you doing?" ".. ITS FINGER LICKIN' GOOD!"
March 31, Lunch Table:
"shhh guys Mr. Garisto is coming!" *spills juice* "AHHH!" "SHH!" "whisper* its cold! =(" -AHAHA GOOD TIMES.
April 1, Mel:
"I love you with all my BUTT. I would say my heart but my butt is bigger" -LOL <3
April 2, Vanna:
"Ive been raped by mother nature.."
April 3, Marisa:
"TAKE YOUR CAMERA, SHOVE IT UP YOUR VAGINA, AND VIDEO TAPE THAT" -HAHA I LOVE YOU 'RISA. xD
April 4, Sarah:
*trying to explain how you fold socks* "It's like.. sock sex!" "MY SOCKS ARE VIRGINS. IM SO PROUD." -Mel's socks are NOT whores.
April 5, Sarah
"GO MAKE OUT WITH BRA BOY!"
April 9, Mel's Dad:
"Hey man. What you doin'? oo ooh now you turn a woman?" -lolwut?
April 10, Macey:
"OMG ISNT THIS GUY SO SEXY!? *picture of guy with shirt off* .. I found out he's my second cousin" -LOLOL FAIL.
April 11, Vanna&Sarah
"No one likes green and yellow skittles" -WUTCHU SAYIN? >:C
April 12, Jhunalene:
"Il a pousse" *starts laughing hysterically at the back of the class*
April 14, Sarah
"Imagine Justin Bieber going up to a barbie, poking her in the boob to see if its real.. and then running away" -But its his wife D:
April 17, Child,
"I drank a magic potion and now IM SEXY!" - yes, yes you are.
April 18, Mel:
"STFU I wear heels bigger than your dick" - :)
April 20, Vanna&Siobhan&Sarah:
"Melting boobies?! :O"
April 21, Mel:
"I could eat a bowl of alphabet soup and SHIT a better comback than that" - :)
April 22 DiamondOfDoom:
"Im handing back the quizes" "SIIIIIR! Was my test a fail and a half" "Yeah I think so"
April 23, Vanna&Sarah&Siobhan:
*walking walking walking* "YOUR LESBIANS!!" -WTFF gotta love crazy people downtown. xD
April 26, Carlapants:
"I GAHT YEW!"
April 27, Craigo:
"I think the real question is how the fuck hookers walk..No sleep and hooker heels..thats a mind blowing feat"
April 29, Vanna:
"YOU HIT MY FALLOPIAN TUBE" -and spelled VAGINA wrong. xD
April 30, Child:
"Dont dont dont bite your friends" "whhhy" - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_d9yMRZpiX8
May 1, Mel:
"A whisper makes everything sexy. *whisper* I farted"
May 3, Mel's Sister:
"Nice stripper heels" "Theyre not stripper heels!! Hmm.. HEY LOOK IM A STRIPPER" *door opens*
May 4, Sarah:
"Im going to barf little pieces of shit" -this is those stop me from talking moments.. xD
May 6, Mel:
"Today. I saw. Jesus."
May 8, Mel's Sister:
"You know your fat when you find mcdonalds coupons in your pocket" "I was holding it for someone!"
May 9, Mel:
"I'd rather you just tell me to fuck off then lie to my face" "okay then, fuck off" "why? D:"
May 10, Old Man:
*mothers day cake* "Whos birthday is it?" oldman: "MINES!"
May 11, Sarah:
"Hey sir did your wife have the baby yet?" "Yeah she did wanna see pictures?" *later* "Aw cute! Nice meeting you sir" -W.T.F.
May 12, MATHCLASS:
"Just find the x..x..x..x.." "Sir.." "Yeah yeah I know say it 20 times fast."
May 14, Sarah:
"MILEY CYRUS IS A BIRD?" - she cant be cause that would make her cool D:
May 15, Vanna:
"PUT YOUR ASS INTO IT!" "UGHH!! *flip* TOO MUCH ASS"
May 16, Carla&Siobhan
"Do you ladies happen to know where dickmen street is?"
May 17, Siobhan&Sarah:
"ITS A PUSSY WILLOW" "err.. thats a cat tail."
May 19, Alaina&Sarah:
"We're going on the subway, you know what that means?" "BALL SAC!" "er.. what?"
May 20, Siobhan
"If you got 'A' on a test you 'aced' it.. so if you got B you bced it? Cced? Dced? Fced?.. LOL FUCKED"
May 21, Mel's Dad:
"Whatcha eating?" "meat balls :) " "..eat balls?!" "NO. I SAID MEAT BALLS. MEAT. BALLS."
May 27, Melanie&Josselyn&Vanna:
"GOOD JOB GUYS! WE DESERVE A GROUP HUG!" ".. But we're sweaty.. and gross.. and half naked.." - LOL WHAT xD
May 28, Sarah:
"I dreamt someone was trying to kill my baby" "Was I there?" "Yeah.. You were actually sitting with my family.." "i was acting nice so you would let me inside so i could kill it"
May 30, Sarah&Vanna&Siobhan:
"Theres a hole in the roof what if raccoons get in?" "Yeah, you eat them" -Nicoletti ftw. xD
June 2, SJCS:
"Love is when you tell a boy you like his shirt and he wears is everyday" "aww eww.. aww"
June 3, Sarah
"THE MOOSE HAS BIGGER HIPS THAN I DO!! THEYRE LIKE.. SQUARED"
June 4, SJCS:
"RAPE THE RAPIST"
June 5, Child:
"uhmm you dont wanna eat that .." "Why not? Eating crayons makes you shit rainbows :)" -And I thought you werent a cool cousin. xD
June 6, Sarah&Craig:
"BEING A PIRATE IS ALRIGHT TO BE. DO WHAT YOU WANT CAUSE A PIRATE IS FREE, YOU ARE A PIRATE."
June 8, Vanna:
"UGHH. WHERES YOUR CROTCH?"
June 9, Craig:
"It's so sexy .. I'm afraid to touch it" "DEW IT! DEEEEEEW IT."
June 10, Craig:
"Still afraid to touch it?" "nahh I raped it once now i can rape it repeatedly"
June 11, Vanna:
"REMEMBER: 6s squared = 6 sluts moo!"
June 12, Mel:
"The cure to Bieber Fever: PUBERTY"
June 13, Craigo:
"My mom's a man" "..YOU WERE BORN THROUGH A PENIS!?!" "that would hurt..maybe thats why she hates me.." "well thats interesting" "This is why you should have sex before marriage, so you know what you're getting into (literally)" -LOLOLOLOL.
June 14, Craigo:
"I WANT A FUCKING DINOSAUR BED!!!" "..you want to fuck a dinosaur in bed?" "NO. I want to fuck on a dinosaur bed.. but I dont want my dinosaur to get orally trasmitted STIs"
June 15, Mel:
"Some people are like slinkies: Theyre really good for nothing, but they still bring a smile to your face when you push them down a flight of stairs" -LOLSOMEAN.
June 16 Alaina:
"WHOA!! SHORT SHORT MUCH?" Mrs. Boffo:"oo Alaina calm yourself"
June 17, Alaina&Sarah:
"She broke the door" "wtf why?" "Cause her girlfriend's preggos"
June 18, Sarah&Siobhan&Vanna&Alaina:
"WELCOME TO THE MAGICAL STORE YOUNG LADIEEESSS" -PEDO PEDO PEDO xD
June 19, Craigo:
"im being yellowed at" "yellowed=being meowed at loudly?" "yes, people enjoy meowing at me at high volumes"
June 20, Mel:
"BLUE IS BACK. EAT DE SMARTIES"
June 21, Vanna&Sarah&Siobhan&Kenya
*Poster* "HOT MALE MODLES WANTED. GAY/BISEXUAL OR STRAIGHT" "Ooops sorry sir thats mines" -So we gave the poster to Nicoletti. He wtfed at us. :]
There aren't any from 2009 though, sadly.
We're gonna start doing this every year.
It's fun. xD
These are all Melanie's though, so some are from her famz.
Enjoy reading?
Some are ridiculously wtf-worthy.
March 5, Siobhan:
"OH YOU WERE RIGHT!" ".. you realize your talking to yourself" "...... RUN" :)
March 6, Vanna:
"Demi Lavoto has a HUGE mouth.. i wanna see her in an eating contest" -know what else big mouths are for ;)
March 7, Vanna:
"its not my fault my friend hit me in the boobs with a basketball 10 times"
March 8, Vanna&Sarah:
"DREAD LOCKS ON YOUR BOOBS!"
March 9, Mel:
"CUBA. CAN'T WAIT. ..Be jealous :3"
March 10, Kelsea&Vanna&Sarah
"Sir, I'm not gonna be here the rest of the week" "Where you going?" "Cuba" "Why, so you can learn more hairstyles" -LOL
March 11, Mel's Bro:
"Are you guys talking about if we die?" "yeah.." "aww you love us!" "No, I just dont wanna live with Auntie" -AHAHAHA
March 19, Mel:
"Back from cuba! My week summed up:
Day 1: Get attacked by cow.
Day 2: Get sun burnt already -.-
Day 3: Rained =(
Day 4: Got hit in the face with a paddle..
Day 5: Fell off a boat..
Day 6: Realized the shells we had were alive..
Day 7: Leaving =(
BUT ON THE BRIGHT SIDE:
Day 1: First time in cuba :)
Day 2: Was on the beach and the water was perfect! :)
Day 3: Went to the cityy :)
Day 4: First time in a canoe
Day 5: Rode a horse along the beach :)
Day 6: RELAXATION
Day 7: Home sweet home? :)"
March 20, Mel's Sister:
*trying to find waldo* "I FOUND HIM" "where?" "THERE!" "thats not him" "Yes, yes it is! THATS HIM IN DISGUISE" - ily. xD
March 21, Craig:
*watching 1000 ways to die* "So the lesson is if your a bitch your gonna die a horrible death?" "..maybe we should make Sarah a nicer person.." -oh shit. BEEF. LOL
March 22, Siobhan:
"AND I DECIDED ON A BLOW DRY" *hair blowing in slow motion*
March 23, Mel's Mom:
"why didnt you eat your lunch!?" ".. MY SANDWICH EXPLODED! SEE LOOK AT IT!"
March 24 Carlapants:
"TRY AND BE HAPPIER WITH YOUR MOUTH OPENED. >:C"
March 25, Mel's Bro:
"You just hacked yourself, do you feel accomplished?" "yes, yes i do"
March 26, Junalene&Christina:
"OH NON!" -french class, we couldnt say it without laughing. xD
March 27, Mel's Tia:
"Give your brother this bag of mini eggs for me" -..yeah like hes gonna get it >=)
March 29 Junalene&Christina
*paper cut* ".. what are you doing?" ".. ITS FINGER LICKIN' GOOD!"
March 31, Lunch Table:
"shhh guys Mr. Garisto is coming!" *spills juice* "AHHH!" "SHH!" "whisper* its cold! =(" -AHAHA GOOD TIMES.
April 1, Mel:
"I love you with all my BUTT. I would say my heart but my butt is bigger" -LOL <3
April 2, Vanna:
"Ive been raped by mother nature.."
April 3, Marisa:
"TAKE YOUR CAMERA, SHOVE IT UP YOUR VAGINA, AND VIDEO TAPE THAT" -HAHA I LOVE YOU 'RISA. xD
April 4, Sarah:
*trying to explain how you fold socks* "It's like.. sock sex!" "MY SOCKS ARE VIRGINS. IM SO PROUD." -Mel's socks are NOT whores.
April 5, Sarah
"GO MAKE OUT WITH BRA BOY!"
April 9, Mel's Dad:
"Hey man. What you doin'? oo ooh now you turn a woman?" -lolwut?
April 10, Macey:
"OMG ISNT THIS GUY SO SEXY!? *picture of guy with shirt off* .. I found out he's my second cousin" -LOLOL FAIL.
April 11, Vanna&Sarah
"No one likes green and yellow skittles" -WUTCHU SAYIN? >:C
April 12, Jhunalene:
"Il a pousse" *starts laughing hysterically at the back of the class*
April 14, Sarah
"Imagine Justin Bieber going up to a barbie, poking her in the boob to see if its real.. and then running away" -But its his wife D:
April 17, Child,
"I drank a magic potion and now IM SEXY!" - yes, yes you are.
April 18, Mel:
"STFU I wear heels bigger than your dick" - :)
April 20, Vanna&Siobhan&Sarah:
"Melting boobies?! :O"
April 21, Mel:
"I could eat a bowl of alphabet soup and SHIT a better comback than that" - :)
April 22 DiamondOfDoom:
"Im handing back the quizes" "SIIIIIR! Was my test a fail and a half" "Yeah I think so"
April 23, Vanna&Sarah&Siobhan:
*walking walking walking* "YOUR LESBIANS!!" -WTFF gotta love crazy people downtown. xD
April 26, Carlapants:
"I GAHT YEW!"
April 27, Craigo:
"I think the real question is how the fuck hookers walk..No sleep and hooker heels..thats a mind blowing feat"
April 29, Vanna:
"YOU HIT MY FALLOPIAN TUBE" -and spelled VAGINA wrong. xD
April 30, Child:
"Dont dont dont bite your friends" "whhhy" - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_d9yMRZpiX8
May 1, Mel:
"A whisper makes everything sexy. *whisper* I farted"
May 3, Mel's Sister:
"Nice stripper heels" "Theyre not stripper heels!! Hmm.. HEY LOOK IM A STRIPPER" *door opens*
May 4, Sarah:
"Im going to barf little pieces of shit" -this is those stop me from talking moments.. xD
May 6, Mel:
"Today. I saw. Jesus."
May 8, Mel's Sister:
"You know your fat when you find mcdonalds coupons in your pocket" "I was holding it for someone!"
May 9, Mel:
"I'd rather you just tell me to fuck off then lie to my face" "okay then, fuck off" "why? D:"
May 10, Old Man:
*mothers day cake* "Whos birthday is it?" oldman: "MINES!"
May 11, Sarah:
"Hey sir did your wife have the baby yet?" "Yeah she did wanna see pictures?" *later* "Aw cute! Nice meeting you sir" -W.T.F.
May 12, MATHCLASS:
"Just find the x..x..x..x.." "Sir.." "Yeah yeah I know say it 20 times fast."
May 14, Sarah:
"MILEY CYRUS IS A BIRD?" - she cant be cause that would make her cool D:
May 15, Vanna:
"PUT YOUR ASS INTO IT!" "UGHH!! *flip* TOO MUCH ASS"
May 16, Carla&Siobhan
"Do you ladies happen to know where dickmen street is?"
May 17, Siobhan&Sarah:
"ITS A PUSSY WILLOW" "err.. thats a cat tail."
May 19, Alaina&Sarah:
"We're going on the subway, you know what that means?" "BALL SAC!" "er.. what?"
May 20, Siobhan
"If you got 'A' on a test you 'aced' it.. so if you got B you bced it? Cced? Dced? Fced?.. LOL FUCKED"
May 21, Mel's Dad:
"Whatcha eating?" "meat balls :) " "..eat balls?!" "NO. I SAID MEAT BALLS. MEAT. BALLS."
May 27, Melanie&Josselyn&Vanna:
"GOOD JOB GUYS! WE DESERVE A GROUP HUG!" ".. But we're sweaty.. and gross.. and half naked.." - LOL WHAT xD
May 28, Sarah:
"I dreamt someone was trying to kill my baby" "Was I there?" "Yeah.. You were actually sitting with my family.." "i was acting nice so you would let me inside so i could kill it"
May 30, Sarah&Vanna&Siobhan:
"Theres a hole in the roof what if raccoons get in?" "Yeah, you eat them" -Nicoletti ftw. xD
June 2, SJCS:
"Love is when you tell a boy you like his shirt and he wears is everyday" "aww eww.. aww"
June 3, Sarah
"THE MOOSE HAS BIGGER HIPS THAN I DO!! THEYRE LIKE.. SQUARED"
June 4, SJCS:
"RAPE THE RAPIST"
June 5, Child:
"uhmm you dont wanna eat that .." "Why not? Eating crayons makes you shit rainbows :)" -And I thought you werent a cool cousin. xD
June 6, Sarah&Craig:
"BEING A PIRATE IS ALRIGHT TO BE. DO WHAT YOU WANT CAUSE A PIRATE IS FREE, YOU ARE A PIRATE."
June 8, Vanna:
"UGHH. WHERES YOUR CROTCH?"
June 9, Craig:
"It's so sexy .. I'm afraid to touch it" "DEW IT! DEEEEEEW IT."
June 10, Craig:
"Still afraid to touch it?" "nahh I raped it once now i can rape it repeatedly"
June 11, Vanna:
"REMEMBER: 6s squared = 6 sluts moo!"
June 12, Mel:
"The cure to Bieber Fever: PUBERTY"
June 13, Craigo:
"My mom's a man" "..YOU WERE BORN THROUGH A PENIS!?!" "that would hurt..maybe thats why she hates me.." "well thats interesting" "This is why you should have sex before marriage, so you know what you're getting into (literally)" -LOLOLOLOL.
June 14, Craigo:
"I WANT A FUCKING DINOSAUR BED!!!" "..you want to fuck a dinosaur in bed?" "NO. I want to fuck on a dinosaur bed.. but I dont want my dinosaur to get orally trasmitted STIs"
June 15, Mel:
"Some people are like slinkies: Theyre really good for nothing, but they still bring a smile to your face when you push them down a flight of stairs" -LOLSOMEAN.
June 16 Alaina:
"WHOA!! SHORT SHORT MUCH?" Mrs. Boffo:"oo Alaina calm yourself"
June 17, Alaina&Sarah:
"She broke the door" "wtf why?" "Cause her girlfriend's preggos"
June 18, Sarah&Siobhan&Vanna&Alaina:
"WELCOME TO THE MAGICAL STORE YOUNG LADIEEESSS" -PEDO PEDO PEDO xD
June 19, Craigo:
"im being yellowed at" "yellowed=being meowed at loudly?" "yes, people enjoy meowing at me at high volumes"
June 20, Mel:
"BLUE IS BACK. EAT DE SMARTIES"
June 21, Vanna&Sarah&Siobhan&Kenya
*Poster* "HOT MALE MODLES WANTED. GAY/BISEXUAL OR STRAIGHT" "Ooops sorry sir thats mines" -So we gave the poster to Nicoletti. He wtfed at us. :]
Jun 17, 2010
With The Flick Of A Wrist, I Am Gone.
I'm getting exam fever. -.-
Wasn't really feeling it before cause I had a fantastic day.
I honestly can't wait til after that exam. I'mma have such an adventure after it.
Well, everyday seems to be an adventure for me nowadays, but I bet Kat's house will be a memerable one. >:3
I'm soooosososo scared about the religion exam. wtf do I do? :S That class is basically telling us the type of person we should be. I'm my own person, kthnxbye. srsly. My teacher is really cool and all, but wtf.
This exam stress is really bumming my terrific mood. I hope it doesn't happen again. I seriously will give up. Once again, I'm not sure what to think though. I did say one's not so lucky right? Then again, I can't do anything about it. It's how life works.
idkanymore.
I'm kinda like, falling asleep on my pillow right now LOL.
I'mma go.
wish me luck tmrw.
pce out.
girl scouts.
Wasn't really feeling it before cause I had a fantastic day.
I honestly can't wait til after that exam. I'mma have such an adventure after it.
Well, everyday seems to be an adventure for me nowadays, but I bet Kat's house will be a memerable one. >:3
I'm soooosososo scared about the religion exam. wtf do I do? :S That class is basically telling us the type of person we should be. I'm my own person, kthnxbye. srsly. My teacher is really cool and all, but wtf.
This exam stress is really bumming my terrific mood. I hope it doesn't happen again. I seriously will give up. Once again, I'm not sure what to think though. I did say one's not so lucky right? Then again, I can't do anything about it. It's how life works.
idkanymore.
I'm kinda like, falling asleep on my pillow right now LOL.
I'mma go.
wish me luck tmrw.
pce out.
girl scouts.
Jun 14, 2010
Let Me Put My Love Into You.
"I deny the feelings I know I have and replace them with feelings I wish I did."
-Angelica Meliton
You're a smart girl bub. I'm glad I talked to you.
I've seemed to finally figure things out; it's not gonna be easy, but I'm glad I'm getting somewhere.
It was a great day today.
I liked what I saw, I liked what I heard, I like how I feel right now.
It's that great feeling where you've finally figured out why things are the way they are, and discover the great reasons why things in the past happened.
This morning was alright.
I had to ttc to school though which was a bummer. I had to wake up earlier! D:
Relgion was okay. I kinda hate going to school now just because of that class. It's like 1st semester all over again. tutut.
I'm enjoying gym class every day now because we don't do shit there. I hope my mark went up. I actually tried on the recent assignments. Plus, with my religion mark not an 88 anymore, I'mma REALLY need it. :S
Math was good. LOL plus some entertainment too.
Some girl got sent to the officeeeee. >:D I really felt like standing up and being all like OMG BEEF.
But I didn't.
Cause my math teacher dislikes me.
If my mark wasn't like, the 3rd highest in the class, she'd go from dislike to hate.
Ohhh goooodieee. xD
I was late for geo with Poodle.
Twas funny cause we lied saying that we were late cause we were talking to our math teacher about something, and he's like "kay, go get me a note from your math teacher"
we were like.. OH FK.
S'all good. Cause with my genious skills, I plotted my way out of that mess. We simply waited a good 10 minutes, grabbed lateslips from the office, and said we couldn't find the teacher. :D
nbd. ;D
Then I hung out with my favouritest ginger in the whole wide world in my favouritest park in the whole wide world and everything was pretty awesome. :D
Then I got home and everything got really bland. (lol super exciting)
But over all,
It was a great day today.
I liked what I saw, I liked what I heard, I like how I feel right now.
It's that great feeling where you've finally figured out why things are the way they are, and discover the great reasons why things in the past happened.
Chimo. <3
-Angelica Meliton
You're a smart girl bub. I'm glad I talked to you.
I've seemed to finally figure things out; it's not gonna be easy, but I'm glad I'm getting somewhere.
It was a great day today.
I liked what I saw, I liked what I heard, I like how I feel right now.
It's that great feeling where you've finally figured out why things are the way they are, and discover the great reasons why things in the past happened.
This morning was alright.
I had to ttc to school though which was a bummer. I had to wake up earlier! D:
Relgion was okay. I kinda hate going to school now just because of that class. It's like 1st semester all over again. tutut.
I'm enjoying gym class every day now because we don't do shit there. I hope my mark went up. I actually tried on the recent assignments. Plus, with my religion mark not an 88 anymore, I'mma REALLY need it. :S
Math was good. LOL plus some entertainment too.
Some girl got sent to the officeeeee. >:D I really felt like standing up and being all like OMG BEEF.
But I didn't.
Cause my math teacher dislikes me.
If my mark wasn't like, the 3rd highest in the class, she'd go from dislike to hate.
Ohhh goooodieee. xD
I was late for geo with Poodle.
Twas funny cause we lied saying that we were late cause we were talking to our math teacher about something, and he's like "kay, go get me a note from your math teacher"
we were like.. OH FK.
S'all good. Cause with my genious skills, I plotted my way out of that mess. We simply waited a good 10 minutes, grabbed lateslips from the office, and said we couldn't find the teacher. :D
nbd. ;D
Then I hung out with my favouritest ginger in the whole wide world in my favouritest park in the whole wide world and everything was pretty awesome. :D
Then I got home and everything got really bland. (lol super exciting)
But over all,
It was a great day today.
I liked what I saw, I liked what I heard, I like how I feel right now.
It's that great feeling where you've finally figured out why things are the way they are, and discover the great reasons why things in the past happened.
Chimo. <3
Jun 11, 2010
I'm Patiently Waiting For You.
The fact that all this is silencing me is quite strange.
Things are better. But They still got me thinking.. O;
I hate it when things get me thinking, cause I won't give up on figuring it out.
It's like learning a challenging song on guitar, or solving a rubiks cube, it's mind boggling sometimes, but eventually you'll get it.
I mention this because I managed to figure out that being patient is actually the right way to do it. Some people are wrecks right now, because they went ahead and did things they wanted to do, when really, they should have waited.
I don't wanna be one of those people; It's too dramatic.
I even thought out everything that could happen if I were to do things impatiently.
It'd be terrible.
I bet waiting will be so much more worth it.
I hope.
Things are better. But They still got me thinking.. O;
I hate it when things get me thinking, cause I won't give up on figuring it out.
It's like learning a challenging song on guitar, or solving a rubiks cube, it's mind boggling sometimes, but eventually you'll get it.
I mention this because I managed to figure out that being patient is actually the right way to do it. Some people are wrecks right now, because they went ahead and did things they wanted to do, when really, they should have waited.
I don't wanna be one of those people; It's too dramatic.
I even thought out everything that could happen if I were to do things impatiently.
It'd be terrible.
I bet waiting will be so much more worth it.
I hope.
Jun 9, 2010
Take This Sinking Boat And Point It Home.
I feel like writing, but I don't feel like writing.
So this is prolly gonna be a quick blog. Cause I'm tired.
Things are alright now I guess, which is good. But I'm prolly gonna be a total bitch until summer officially starts. I hate it when I have to work too much. >:C
Teachers are so stupid sometimes. I get that they're doing our job by giving us work, but giving us 5 assignments while we're still trying to find time just to study because we have so much work, and finding time to work because we're trying to study.
It's so stupid. -__-
On top of the school related thinking, there's also personal thinking I have, and it's quite annoying.
I needa go to Christie. >:C
Maybe that's why I've been so stressed.
I haven't done anything there other than walk through it on my way home.
KAY, if it's not shit weather tomorrow, I'mma stay. Just cause I say so.
Prolly gonna listen to that kick ass playlist of mine.
idfk why I like it so much. I think it reminds me of something, but I don't even know what it is.
Kinda funny. C:<
kay well I'd love to stay and chat. But My foot is asleep.
lolwut?
kay srsly I'mma stop talking because this blog makes no sense.
EQAO and geo test tomorrow.
Yippee.
pce out gurl skowts.
So this is prolly gonna be a quick blog. Cause I'm tired.
Things are alright now I guess, which is good. But I'm prolly gonna be a total bitch until summer officially starts. I hate it when I have to work too much. >:C
Teachers are so stupid sometimes. I get that they're doing our job by giving us work, but giving us 5 assignments while we're still trying to find time just to study because we have so much work, and finding time to work because we're trying to study.
It's so stupid. -__-
On top of the school related thinking, there's also personal thinking I have, and it's quite annoying.
I needa go to Christie. >:C
Maybe that's why I've been so stressed.
I haven't done anything there other than walk through it on my way home.
KAY, if it's not shit weather tomorrow, I'mma stay. Just cause I say so.
Prolly gonna listen to that kick ass playlist of mine.
idfk why I like it so much. I think it reminds me of something, but I don't even know what it is.
Kinda funny. C:<
kay well I'd love to stay and chat. But My foot is asleep.
lolwut?
kay srsly I'mma stop talking because this blog makes no sense.
EQAO and geo test tomorrow.
Yippee.
pce out gurl skowts.
Jun 7, 2010
Forgiveness Is A Decision, Not An Emotion.
All that shit I complain about, it's mostly out of anger.
No, I don't hate you Teddy. You made a decision that was right for you, and I understand. Though it hurt, I'm now looking at it from a different angle, and understand why you did what you did.
When you're stuck in a situation that's just so unbearable, and you feel like you have no way out.
Talk to someone.
Being judged is the last thing you should worry about. Doesn't matter if you're one of the least open people known to mam; it's gonna kill you if you don't say something.
It's gonna kill other people as a matter of fact.
Things are always understandable with an explanation. It doesn't have to be the greatest explanation in the world, but everything needs to be done within reasoning, yes?
You don't do things and not have a reason to do it.
I'm writing this blog now because I'm stating my opinion on and for an anonymous someone, or few.
Who cares if you don't know who I'm talking about. At least you know where I'm getting from.
This blog has a purpose. Just like every single molecule on this planet.
Everything has a purpose.
You can't point out the good qualities about one person, and the bad qualities about yourself.
It'd be great to hear someone state the bad qualities of one person and the good qualities about yourself.
You are who you wanna be, and I totally dig that.
People need to tell the world and say, "this is me" and if they don't like it, that's their problem.
I'm sure everyone has a certain someone who has the exact same interests as you.
I know I do.
You won't find many of those someones unless you share what you've got to say.
I think that's what you gotta do buddy.
You can sit in a hole labeled lost if you'd like, but you can't really climb out unless you get your hands a little dirty. Things'll turn out so much better if you get yourself in a messed up situation for a good cause.
-After tonight, I've come to find myself an even more forgiving person, because most of the time I'm hurt, it's because of peoples selfless, or selfish decisions, and I don't want to be a hypocrite by getting mad, because I know sometime soon, I'm going to have to make a decision somewhat related very soon. And I know someone is most likely going to get hurt.
But if I don't do anything, I'll just keep hurting myself mentally.
So I'm sorry for getting angry, Teddy. You didn't deserve those harsh blogs, because you did what was right for you, and I absolutely respect that.
Sorry bub, for not taking advantage of what you are to me.
And sorry for everyone else whom I should be asking for forgiveness.
You can go wash your hands from all that dirt now.
Feel better.
<3
No, I don't hate you Teddy. You made a decision that was right for you, and I understand. Though it hurt, I'm now looking at it from a different angle, and understand why you did what you did.
When you're stuck in a situation that's just so unbearable, and you feel like you have no way out.
Talk to someone.
Being judged is the last thing you should worry about. Doesn't matter if you're one of the least open people known to mam; it's gonna kill you if you don't say something.
It's gonna kill other people as a matter of fact.
Things are always understandable with an explanation. It doesn't have to be the greatest explanation in the world, but everything needs to be done within reasoning, yes?
You don't do things and not have a reason to do it.
I'm writing this blog now because I'm stating my opinion on and for an anonymous someone, or few.
Who cares if you don't know who I'm talking about. At least you know where I'm getting from.
This blog has a purpose. Just like every single molecule on this planet.
Everything has a purpose.
You can't point out the good qualities about one person, and the bad qualities about yourself.
It'd be great to hear someone state the bad qualities of one person and the good qualities about yourself.
You are who you wanna be, and I totally dig that.
People need to tell the world and say, "this is me" and if they don't like it, that's their problem.
I'm sure everyone has a certain someone who has the exact same interests as you.
I know I do.
You won't find many of those someones unless you share what you've got to say.
I think that's what you gotta do buddy.
You can sit in a hole labeled lost if you'd like, but you can't really climb out unless you get your hands a little dirty. Things'll turn out so much better if you get yourself in a messed up situation for a good cause.
-After tonight, I've come to find myself an even more forgiving person, because most of the time I'm hurt, it's because of peoples selfless, or selfish decisions, and I don't want to be a hypocrite by getting mad, because I know sometime soon, I'm going to have to make a decision somewhat related very soon. And I know someone is most likely going to get hurt.
But if I don't do anything, I'll just keep hurting myself mentally.
So I'm sorry for getting angry, Teddy. You didn't deserve those harsh blogs, because you did what was right for you, and I absolutely respect that.
Sorry bub, for not taking advantage of what you are to me.
And sorry for everyone else whom I should be asking for forgiveness.
You can go wash your hands from all that dirt now.
Feel better.
<3
Jun 6, 2010
Is What I'm Doing So Wrong?
* I'm typing this with my iPod so it might be a tad messed up.
I can't sleep. Which explains why I'm writing this right now. I've been thinking about what's gonna happen if I keep doing what I'm doing. It's not gonna be too good, I'll tell you that. :S
One way or another, it feels like someone is going to be affected negatively. And that's the last thing I want to happen to anyone. Why is it when I ask for one thing, I get more than I asked for. It's not cool cause that means I have to get rid of one. Ugggghhhhhhh sjfuidkhfirekhfiskfkridj.
I'm just scared cause I don't know what to do. and neither of you can help me out this time.
Which sucks. So much, it kills me.
I feel like I can't talk to anyone anymore cause no one ever ever tells me anything. I finally came to that conclusion after denying it for so long.
I had to hear one more thing from my best friend that she, or especially the other person should have told me right away. But no. Tell me 3 fucking months after it happens. Thanks for being great. It really helps. Lots.
My mind feels like it's at the top of a crowded room, screaming. But no one understands enough to look up.
Idk what to do.
Someone help me? >_<
I can't sleep. Which explains why I'm writing this right now. I've been thinking about what's gonna happen if I keep doing what I'm doing. It's not gonna be too good, I'll tell you that. :S
One way or another, it feels like someone is going to be affected negatively. And that's the last thing I want to happen to anyone. Why is it when I ask for one thing, I get more than I asked for. It's not cool cause that means I have to get rid of one. Ugggghhhhhhh sjfuidkhfirekhfiskfkridj.
I'm just scared cause I don't know what to do. and neither of you can help me out this time.
Which sucks. So much, it kills me.
I feel like I can't talk to anyone anymore cause no one ever ever tells me anything. I finally came to that conclusion after denying it for so long.
I had to hear one more thing from my best friend that she, or especially the other person should have told me right away. But no. Tell me 3 fucking months after it happens. Thanks for being great. It really helps. Lots.
My mind feels like it's at the top of a crowded room, screaming. But no one understands enough to look up.
Idk what to do.
Someone help me? >_<
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