I was gonna blog one thing, but like, something happened, and I've been thinking.
This trip won't be so bad. I was being such an asshole this whole trip, but I think it's because I'm thinking about all the good things I've left behind in Canada, and not the bad things.
Sorry for being such a bummer, but it's kinda hard with babying adults and nagging younger adults. Know me or not, you don't get what's going on in my head right now, and it's not that great.
When I can't sleep for an entire trip, that's not good. :\
Now I'm worried about a best friend on top of that, and my poor dog is gonna be alone for two weeks. She's so nervous without me and Adri there already, so like, imagine without any of us there.
It's just kinda.
ugh.
I'm such a pussy. -.- I really shouldn't be this paranoid, because I really am having fun, asides the cold showers, 4 channels, and lack of internet.
Like for example, the beach was great. I made new friends and stuff. But I kinda feel lonely. I only have my sister yeh know? asdfoaiwlekfdfjoawlfdfa
Kay well you know whatt,
I'mma start taking my own advice cause frankly, I'm always telling people that.
I should um, iunno, Smile?
I've been told to do that a lot recently, and that means I haven't been, and I don't like the sound of that.
But then again, after all the talking I've done with my mind, and other people, I'm feeling a little more confident about how this trip will turn out.
After all, it's only the 13th day.
btw, I'm still expecting that letter. :3 I can't wait to read it. =]
Thanks so much for thinking about writing one though. Means a lot. :3
I miss you tonnes, you've got no idea. tutut.
I'll see you soon of course though.
Oh yes, and happy birthday. :]
Jul 10, 2010
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aww thanks : ) that made me frown and smile. You aren't a pussy! You just got tonnes of stuff on your mind and you need to just relax and figure things out. You're allowed to be paranoid! Everyone is at one point, even me! You already know that. I'm going to go visit patty don't worry : ) You're really smart Carla, I know you can figure this out but we'll talk because obviously you got tonnes of stuff on your mind...and I really just want to talk to you in general (OMFG I just swallowed my gum) you're kinda starting to sound like me (being paranoid and all)! xD I was pretty paranoid but I'm okay now. Just stay positive and think about all the great stuff that's going on over there : ) smile xD I'm glad that you're feeling better about the trip : )) I want you to be happy when you're over there and not have to worry about things D: btw I miss lots too : )
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