You're The Only One That Wore Your Seatbelt.

Maybe there is a bit to complain about.

The lack of communication I have with some people really gets on my nerves. Especially when that communication is really important if there's going to be some working together going on.

There is no "I" in "team," nor in "solo."

Really, all I wanted was to have fun, but also take things seriously. But I don't want things so serious that it gets everybody so damn frustrated. I've always been able to have fun, while taking something seriously, and doing them in the right manner. It's painful to look around and see that some are incapable of doing so. It's keeping me from doing the same aswell, because I have to get so worked up by everyone else getting so worked up. I understand that we weren't the first to join, but we're part of your team now, and we should have a say, and have it been taken seriously, and actually have it affect your actions in the future.

But in all honesty, we can't be playing hot potato with numerous things.
We shouldn't have complaints to pass back and forth.
Names to be passed back and forth.
Blaming to be passed back and forth.

I want listening, honesty, and even equality passed around. And a spotlight should be passed around aswell; it shouldn't always just be on one person, and that one person shouldn't always feel like they own the spotlight.

I honestly can't handle frustration, stress, or just anything that'll seriously make me want to punch in a wall. People never understand me when I say I want this to be fun. I DO take things seriously when I have fun. People think that when I say fun, I mean just fuck around and do whatever I want cause it's not important. Noooo, I want this to be fun as in get some serious things accomplished, with a smile on my face.

The definition of fun is "enjoyable" and "amusing" is it not? Kay well then stop saying I don't get the fucking point cause I do. I really do.

This is not right and things are never going to work that way if that's the way it's going to be.
and really, if that's the way it's going to be, then I won't be able to work this way.